I have no idea.
I honestly don't.
What the fuck
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I'm not sad,or upset,nor elated.
I don't know how I feel.
numb?
EMPATHETIC.
That's it.
It's like I'm a filter that holds all your bad images and feelings
and I succumb to it all.
Without my own feeling.
Make sense?
Someone,somewhere told me suffering results in rewardment.
I hope so.
That's what I need.
And last night's discussion with Greg was...
Well,let's not get into that.
Only he and I know what the deal is.
I'm okay.
Just okay.
nothing more,nothing less.
10/14/07
Filter me.
Posted by Crystal at 3:43:00 PM